You know what's Ironic?

IRONIC, is when there's an understanding of reality, or expectation of a reality which defers from what actually happens or how you actually feel.

You know what's Ironic in my context? it's when in reality, to survive in this universe.. you have to be diplomatic, be a freaking actor, and be a fake and to be untrue to yourself,

EG : smile and say thank you to your biggest enemy at work @ that bloody BiTch, When deep down in your heart, all you wish and hope for is that she'll step into some cow dung the moment she walked out of office, or to have her drive into some sewage and swallow lots of it herself.

And I dont believe it! we both know how much we hate each other, we can feel the anger and heat from the glares we give to one another, but just for the sake of surviving and fitting into this freaking corrupted working world, we had to pretend to smile at one another or to reply emails with unsincere 'Thank You's.

Read below, is an example of emails chain that went through today... read from bottom to top...It got me raging today.. when i typed the last email to her, i was cursing all the way....."bitch..bitchh..bitchh..bitchh..bitchhhh......"

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--> Last Email : Although filled with hatred and anger, i had to fake it with several "Thank You's" in the email, in fact thanked her for screwing me. Welcome to the Cruel Fact of Life.

From: Khoo, Bin Wei
Sent: Wednesday, August 08, 2007 6:53 PM
To: BITCH, MANAGER1, MANAGER2

Subject: RE: New Server Migration & June Loading Discussion

Hi BITCH,

Thanks for pointing out(*noticed the sarcasm?). I will *thoroughly look through it again by 7pm. Thanks BITCH.

Regards,

Bin Wei

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--> 3rd Email : Notice that BITCH replied to me, not the client who sent out this email?? she CCed the BOSSES blaming me for the issues.

From: BITCH
Sent: Wednesday, August 08, 2007 6:00 PM
To: Khoo, Bin Wei
Cc: MANAGER1; MANAGER2
Subject: RE: New Server Migration & June Loading Discussion

Hi Bin Wei,

Certain korn shell scripts were not changed, eg:

· outCalculated7CriteriaSegment.sh
· inPhoneCampaignResponse_Avaya.sh

These are still pointing to CRMANL and not to CRMANL130? Please check thoroughly as this will impact the information produced during production. (*wow, so big deal?)

Thank you.

Regards,

BITCH

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--> 2nd Email : A client replied the email telling her the work is done

From: XXXX
Sent: Wednesday, August 08, 2007 2:39 PM
To: BITCH; Khoo, Bin Wei;
Subject: RE: New Server Migration & June Loading Discussion

Hi BITCH,

For item (1), looks OK for both Bin Wei & myself. Thanks.

Regards,

XXXX

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--> 1st email from bitch telling me 1've missed the deadline

From: BITCH
Sent: Wed 8/8/2007 2:06 PM
To: Khoo, Bin Wei; XXXX
Subject : RE: New Server Migration & June Loading Discussion

Hi All,

Can I pls have an update on the shakedown activities? Target dateline has passed (yesterday 6 pm) and we have already started the Pre-EOM.

1) Check korn shell scripts connection constant is pointing to Production Environment
Person In Charge : XXXX / Bin Wei
DATELINE : 7-Aug 6pm

Thanks.


Regards,
BITCH