hey all..

Hi all... i finally am starting to blog again... thanks for everyone's support.. its been great.. and it made it way much easier for me to move on.. i have moved on... but obviously memories are still bound to haunt now and then.. sleeping has been hard... so i try to get myself really tired.. or i just get a relaxant and then i sleep like a baby... =)

So i'll just sum it up real quick.. I went back to malaysia.. went to penang for 5 days to see my bf... he treated me all the same... and then on the last day... broke up with me cos he said he didn't love me anymore.. and blamed me for it... basically blaming me for something i did that made him fall out of love.. but i also found out that he was massively close to these two girls... oh well.. its over.. and i'm over him... like i said.. its just the past memories.. 5 years.. its long.. its almost 1/4 of my lifetime of memories.. my uni memories all involved him.. so its hard to just rub it out of the board and say i'll forget.. becoz it will never happen..

anyway... just an update with whats up with me... i was supposed to go back right away... like quit my job.. not finish my internship and go home becoz i was too stressed and upset... but then now that he's out of my life.. things came into perspective.. that i should finish it.. then only go home.. so basically.. my plan is to go back to malaysia in march.. (even though im an australian PR) .. and then go from there.. no idea what i'll be doing.. studying.. working.. or just lost.. no idea yet.. so yea.. we'll see how that goes... just want to be around my parents more.. realized how much they've aged.. and how long i've not done my responsibilities as a daughter..

Anyway.. i've been back to adelaide for prob 2 weeks now.. well almost.. maybe 12 days... been working... the pharmacist that's in charge of me.. she's a total cow... always snatching stuff ur hands and rude... but anyway.. when i was away.. lots of things happened in the shop.. my supervisor's husband has brain tumour and the prognosis aint good.. so she's gone... my workmate from my old store... her dad passed away.... on that same day he passed away.. the rude pharmacist's bf passed away due to stomache cancer...

so yea.. things havent been great around here... been trying to go out.. like for dinners and stuff.. but seriously.. there's nothing much to do... can't wait for my justin timberlake concert.. only catch is... i have 2 tickets.. but im going myself.. geee.. how exciting.. =(
Yesterday i went to watch a ballet concert called the nutcracker... wasn't that great.. i'll give it a 7/10 ... adelaide.. we dont get much artsy fartsy stuff.... i'll prob head up to melbourne again someday just for shopping and hanging out...

Su-zanne : would love to go to brisby.. but it costs twice as much to go there than melb... and i only have 2.5 days a weekend to go..
Ping Yee: Thanks for being the chirpy u when i was back..n plz plz... ur my pimp mummy now..
Bin Wei: Looks like u had heaps of fun during ur hols... too bad we couldnt catch up
Sin Lee : I know i cancelled last min! But i'll surely see u soon... n don la wake up 1pm anymore
Hsiu Lye: Hope to catch u in melb... if i go!
Angie: Man.. its been ages since i last saw u... high school maybe??
Jasmine: How's work in seremban? Plz don tell me ur still driving there and back
Christine: Im so lost with u.. dont know where u are also.. aiyoooo
Melody: Yup. ..finished exams..my oral and viva examinations on the 23rd!
Hui Min: I wish i could go melb to see u.. but i've got my company christmas party that weekend

Til the next time... take care peeps!
Miss u guys heaps

Sookie Sook Sook