I m good..

Hey everyone!

well, yes, Bin's right!i broke up AGAIN with my korean boyfriend. and i m fine. i called for the breakup and he became a maniac for a day or two and thought that i was kidding. well, this time, i wasnt. well, woke up one morning, and found that i needed to get out of this relationship. too much pain and the happiness that we will have or have had will never be able to heal all the scars. he s stopped calling for approximately 16 hours now and i m relieved.
am staying home to watch grey's anatomy and i thought that i should visit the blog hoping to hear some news from u guys..and i m glad..ahahha..
anyways, know that at this age, we ll be falling in love, and not all of us are lucky to find 'the one' the first try or even some tries and i m not talking about BEAN as the ONE!hahaha..
i know that some of us are going through some relationship problems now and i just wana let u guys know that everything will be fine, sooner or later..i know it s easier said than done..but i ve gone through this myself. things will be alright if u let things be alright. if u keep hanging onto the past and wish that this or that didnt happen , well then things will not be ok.
at this point of time, u ll realise how important your friends and family are. that s what friends r for, sticking around when we need them. so , thanks bean for being there to talk to me the other day. and to zanne too, although u re so far away, i know u wish u were back here. we re lucky to have msn to connect us! well, to the rest, i m ur friend too..although a lousy one, but if u need someone to talk to, i ll be here. i know how painful it is to go through breakups alone.
if u need me, i ll be here!
anywyas, gota go for dinner now!

cheers,
chris @ calvinA