Pada hari yang mulia ini, saya ingin sampaikan satu mesej kepada saudari Angeline chong.
"Angeline Chong, saya sungguh bangga atas kemuliaan dan pencapaian kamu pada hari ini. Kamu telah banyak matang dan masak.. Tidak lagi Angeline Chong yang terdahulu, yang 'stalk' budak lelaki kacak. oh Angeline Chong, I sugguh bangga dengan kamu".
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and oh yes, we'll be 25 in another few weeks, this is the age to start exercising if you havent, to start going to facials if you havent, and to start eating in a healthier manner if you havent, and finally, to go leash yourself a guy before you turn 30 is an optional.. well, truth is nobody needs a guy, but fact is, nobody wants to die alone.. so this is life..
now as fact sinks in, being 25, ideally we should be financially independent and socially independent, have a stable career, travelling as we want to, should already own a property, have a car, and we should be looking all stunning and sexy, has a social group of friends, and should be chilling out on friday nights, and a loving guy of every girl's dream waiting for us by the door... ideally, that's 25! Hahah I have a car, that’s all..
This year has been a pretty subtle and quiet year for me. The only major change that happened to me was change of career to what I believed I have always wanted to do. Which is an IT related job that allows me to meet presidents and CIO CEO CMO of companies, to impressed them by my age and my knowledge and expertise in my area of subject, be earning well ahead of my peers in IT.. and to be proud that I could do as well as any other oversea grad..by being a local grad. truly, I am halfway there, jst minus one part, which is my inadequate experience and knowledge at work which is required to convince those bosses I am knowledgeable. this is why i stress being looked like a fool in front for every meeting I attend.
2 weeks ago, I hosted my first workshop for potential and prospect clients... and I completely made a fool out of myself. I was expecting a group of bumis, old and non-interesting (sorry for the discrimination), but there was one final participant on the complete other end of what I have jst described. This guy was young, cute, good looking, fair, gosh, something completely out of my expectation. He and yes, HE just spoilt it all for me. Every single time he looks up, I get completely lost, stunned, tongue tight, speechless, lost for words. I forgot my script, i forgot my lines, i forgot what to Demo, and I stuttered non stop, and my face and ear turned as red as chili paste, or perhaps redder. Gosh, I completely trashed my reputation and everybody was staring at me with their eye brow raised. End of the preso, my colleague patted me on my back and said ”now, don’t think back, it’s all over”. Its damn embarrassing, I pray hard I wont see any of the participants again. – so what was the lesson learned?
Now working on a job which I initially deemed was 'the path' for me, I started wishing i didn't do IT, but pursued a degree in Medicine! why just can’t I appreciate what I have! Why? will be a long way for me before i can turn as generous and as wise as angie chong..
Alright, I am packing to go home from office now… going to be a long weekend, ahead .Monday’s a public holiday here in m'sia.. i've been counting down to this weekend for a ages now. it's time for christmas shoppingg~!!
alright, Have a good weekend girls~!
Love ya loads,
bin
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