Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Nooo!! this blog's notttt gonnaa diee!!! NO No NOooO~!!

How’s everyone doing? I am sitting in the office now, rushing some work, but yet at the same time, I miss you girls. So I m blogging…

I was browsing fb this morning and I stumbled across an ex-colleague’s fb status, his brother (should be younger than us or abt our age) has passed away (not sure due to what). Got me pondering, life’s jst too short and its unpredictable what tomorrow holds.

So, I guess what’s important is, we do what our heart feels right and we should live fully by the day, enjoy and cherish every moment of it. I want to die recalling of all the accomplishments I have made, with something happy to remember about. If your heart is telling you you’re not happy now, do something about it.

And about what I’ve been up to (which I hope each of you will spend 10 minutes blogging abt what you’re up to too), nothing much honestly.. except that, lately I am kinda indulged in running on a treadmill. Not too extreme though, could only run for 30minutes at most at speed 7.5 to 8kmph. I love the feeling of achievement after each run, feels so good! and the best is, when I weight myself this morning it’s the first time in 3-4 yrs I actually went back to 4(X) kg! and what’s next? I’ve been having thoughts about joining marathons and have started training for it. Anyone interested to join me for Siemen’s upcoming July’s marathon?

About work? I don’t know what could be better but yet, I still feel something is missing. I have a good work life balance now, 8.30am to 5.30pm job, gets to go to the gym sponsored by company after work, pay is good enough at this moment, unlimited access to junk food from office FOC vending machine… yet something is still missing which I hv no idea what is it. Till I findout, I’ll stay put at where I am..

RS? Feels like a dead fish. Imagine fireworks under the rain. We even hv less fights now. But, I don’t know if this is a good sign. What can I do to work on it? Feels abit tired. Really. He’s treating well, after 6 years and he’s still driving me around with no complaints, still giving me all his time, Monday to Sunday and every other evening. My parents and family are good with him, and my nephew adores him. Why am I even complaining? :S

And girls, you’ll be proud of me.. I have finally moved out of my shell.. I started driving around more boldly now. It’s a huge step for me. I used to be so afraid of driving that even the thought of it gives me nightmares. Glad I’ve overcome my fear, and hope it keeps getting better. I m truly slow to start.., steambun.

Finally after all these years, for the 1st time i get to tick a few items off my checklist of 2009 new year resolutions…

Btw, shall we meet up soon? Miss you girls loads.

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