...i dont know how long have i been tossing in bed again. lots of thoughts and worries are flooding my brain. am feeling so pressured and disturbed. My performance review is in Dec. if i were to leave my department, i have to decide by this week. if i were to leave, my performance review with my current manager will be so awkward. and he jst told me today that i did well this year. this must be one of the most painful decision i have to make this year. if my work sucks, or if my manager's an *******, then this would be so much easier for me. can someone please guide me.
*sigh*
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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hmmm...i talked to u on this b4..i dont think anyone can help u decide, jst u ve to decide i guess...othr jst opinions that also lead to crossroads...well wa ur parents or ky recommend...thinking if im in ur shoe wat i will do...mmm really tough to choose continue to stay in comfort zone or struggle again..really sien think of it..
ok the angel idea is..CHANGE! since u r still young learn learn learn...the devil idea is..Jst cont..laze arnd close eyes on those politics dun care la..wateva as long as i get my paycheck im done! hahaha..soo...i think i will choose the angel idea when i think or got feeling i wont last if i continue doing this, there is jst signs u get bored u jst cant bear any moment continuing..thats when i got to go...n i jump..n mayb is not that bad afterall...i thought is bad but it might not turn that ugly who knows...jst hope for the best..i hope this 2 cents help :) g luck
lol... sinlee ade potential to be the 'dear thelma..' (the star columnist on teenage problem solver)..yeah i understand the consequences so well... but being in the situation to move out of comfort zone is so difficult, i dont know why. ppl may even think i m MaD. my manager is constantly requesting for fatter bonus for me, and praises me almost everyday. most ppl begs to have bosses like this, do nothing but get praised till you're like an angel, almost perfect person. thats really a pulling factor. on the other hand, the other side's almost training ground for walking through hell. it's a huge step to take. am not sure how wise am i to make this decision. sigh. left right pulling, jst when each time i thought i have a decision, my courage pulls me back. a change feels so scary. sigh. what if i m all wrong?? sigh. no turning back...
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