Monday, March 8, 2010

so tired..

girls. i m so tired and exhausted.

been a full blue day of hectic work, unpleasant people, stressful task at work...and ended the solemn night with a fight with ky.

this must be one of those bad days.

feels like i am at a lost junction now with a teary eye.

feels like i m a loser. feels like i m never good for anything.

feels like end of the road but i hope it will only be end of the night. i feel like crap, and period is still far away.

i really need to boost my confidence cause i dont think i have any left.

where are my pillars now? i think i'll just cry it all out for now.

i wish i hv strength of chris, face like suyin, brains of ping, character like sinlee, gentle like mel, bubly just like zanne, independent as sook instead of just being such a useless bean.

oh btw, Happy International Women's Day. cheers & celebration to chicas of 2001!

3 comments:

Ping Yee said...

Bean! don't feel down..cheer up okie babe? you are a smart, independent, sweet girl..so don't look down on yourself or anything k?
just look forward to your special show this Sat! :)
that will totally cheer you up and pls pls take pics whenever you can ok!!!!! am so excited for you
see you soon dear, hugs!

suyin said...

beeeaan dont sweat!!! you are a great girl..seriously and we love you for who you are you are a great woman and do you know that it's because if you who started this blog that everyone keep sin touch..i see a great woman in you don't you ever think twice about yourself ok? we love you very much

x
chrstine

Chris Chai said...

woman! come on! have u thought of committing suicide before? have u? like me? u are so much stronger that you think!
there s only one person who can make u think u r great...YOURSELF! and u have to tell urself u r not useless..come on..if i compare u to gary lau..or even jack neo..they ve got the face and the fame...but in the end..they are useless bastards..are u any where near them? COME ON bean..u are smart, intelligent, beautiful in every way possible! have some faith in yourself like how we have faith in you! U GOT TO STAND UP HIGH!! we love u lots and we know u are a capable young career woman!! YOU ARE AN EAGLE SOARING IN THE SKY! we all are! xoxo!